I have been in charge of my life since 2005., at least yang terpaling teruk , Teruk sangat dan honestly I dah tak larat dah.
Rasa rasanya sukar untuk sesiapa nak percaya perkara yang sebenarnya , tetapi kenalah percaya bahawa ada , memang ada orang yang senasib dengan apa yang aku hendak ceritakan ini .aku pun tak percaya juga , tetapi aku yang harungi setiap hari , aku menghadapinya , so at least aku tahu ini benar , kerana aku yang menghadapinya setiap hari .
( My married life .. chapter lain )
Prior to 2005 , I was married , secara sah since 1987. Memanglah .. dugaan dan cabaran alaf ini , memang dugaan bermacam bentuk menduga , aku tewas . Bukan kerana aku tak cuba untuk menang tetapi memang aku tak mahu menang. Panjang cerita nya tetapi to cut the chase , aku cerita my side of the story .. , my house was raided . My marraige was encrouched . Someone came , she seige the helm ,and after sometime it ended ., abruptly .
But the coup ended, with many parties became casualties , war is such that the real enemy can't be destroyed , the real enenmy is the war it self ...
And when the dust settles .... I am back at square one .
Later in 2007 I found some one again......I thought she came to be forever , but she came to break my heart.
I was arrested the next day , put in lock ups for the next 5 days ....